I an in a maze of confusion about my life. No choice of my own. I have to live with someone else decision. I want the world to stop spinning and the time to stop. I need to think. What should I do? I am stuck. I feel trapped…..but I am not. I will tear through the flesh and free myself. I will be given life to live as I choose. I will not die by the hands of time or the hands of man but by my own. (Shoots self). I am free. Finally.