I dont like hospitals

When I was kid I went to the hospital

It was terrifying

The smell

The sounds

The people

The machines

I was 9 years old and scared

I was always told this is where you go to die

My mom was a nurse

Bring your kid to work day

Terrifying

I met one of her patients

She had dementia

I was told I could read to her

It would make her happy

While I was reading she flatlined

I didnt know what it was

But she died right in front of me

Then jolted up screaming

IM GOING TO HELL

IM GOING TO HELL

SAVE ME

I dropped my books and ran out screaming for my life

My mom and the doctor came in to help her but it was too late

She was gone

The morgue people came to pick her up

My mom apologized and held me

I watched as they took her body away

Mom took me home

I never spoke a word until bedtime

Ma?

Yes, ladybug

Was she a nice woman?

Yes. Why?

I dont think so.

Why?

She said she was going to hell

Mom was quiet and looked confused

Honey, should never spoke she couldnt

I looked up at my mom and at the age of 9 knew that woman saw hell then tried to come back

I dont like hospitals

When I was kid I went to the hospital

It was terrifying

The smell

The sounds

The people

The machines

I was 9 years old and scared

I was always told this is where you go to die

My mom was a nurse

Bring your kid to work day

Terrifying

I met one of her patients

She had dementia

I was told I could read to her

It would make her happy

While I was reading she flatlined

I didnt know what it was

But she died right in front of me

Then jolted up screaming

IM GOING TO HELL

IM GOING TO HELL

SAVE ME

I dropped my books and ran out screaming for my life

My mom and the doctor came in to help her but it was too late

She was gone

The morgue people came to pick her up

My mom apologized and held me

I watched as they took her body away

Mom took me home

I never spoke a word until bedtime

Ma?

Yes, ladybug

Was she a nice woman?

Yes. Why?

I dont think so.

Why?

She said she was going to hell

Mom was quiet and looked confused

Honey, should never spoke she couldnt

I looked up at my mom and at the age of 9 knew that woman saw hell then tried to come back

Lost

I live a life that is not my own

No matter what happens

Someone controls me

Someone is over me

No where to run

Nothing to feel

No one to love

I cant love anyone

Its forbidden

So I run around and work

Buying time until my death

Ill die alone

I have accepted this……

Lost

I live a life that is not my own

No matter what happens

Someone controls me

Someone is over me

No where to run

Nothing to feel

No one to love

I cant love anyone

Its forbidden

So I run around and work

Buying time until my death

Ill die alone

I have accepted this……

Just Gone

When I was kid I had a friend

No not like a normal friend

Just a friend

Well we use to hang out all the time

I absolutely adored that being

That is serious because I hated everyone

But not her

We did everything together

She lived in this huge Victorian house at the end of our street

The house was like a castle

I was so jelly

As an adult hell no

Who cleaned that house?

How high was that light bill?

I bet it was super drafty in the house

Anyways, ADD kicking back in

We hung out all summer

I loved her family and met everyone

She always wore dresses

I asked her why dont you wear some damn pants

She would laugh and say she was a lady

I guess I must have been a guy because I hated dresses too

One day she stopped showing up

A whole week no Sophia

I felt heartbroken

The only friend I had at the age of 10

I was socially awkward so I couldnt afford to lose anymore friends like hey

I put my boots on and marched over her house to give her a piece of my mind

I knocked

Knocked

Knocked

No one answered

The house was empty

The neighbor across the street told me the house had been empty for years

I figured the woman was crazy

She did think polka dots were okay to were with that stripe shirt

Crazy lady

I went home confused

I asked my mom for a book on history about our town

Well Sophia was gone

My bestie was born in the 1800s

Her dad killed everyone then himself

I had being hanging with a family of ghost the whole time

I heard a knock at my window

When I looked out I saw Sophia

You know what I did?

Well you are wrong!

I let her in

A ghost friend is better than no friend…..

Hell

They say there is a bridge

I cant reveal the exact location

Its in Massachusetts

They say the devil built the bridge

It is a gateway to hell

It looks like a normal bridge but its not

From a far you can see the other side

The closer you get

The more you see nothing

If you go to the entrance

You can hear faint screams of pain and agony

If you go inside

Something will grab you

And to hell you go

Some people are never seen again

Hell

They say there is a bridge

I cant reveal the exact location

Its in Massachusetts

They say the devil built the bridge

It is a gateway to hell

It looks like a normal bridge but its not

From a far you can see the other side

The closer you get

The more you see nothing

If you go to the entrance

You can hear faint screams of pain and agony

If you go inside

Something will grab you

And to hell you go

Some people are never seen again