Same thing everyday
Work
Family
Home
Tears
Pain
Depression
Nobody cares I am depressed
Nobody notice
In the shower
I cry
I want to hide
I am needed
Trying shove all the darkness in
Have to smile
Cheer you up
Make sure they are happy
Medication?
I will take a double dose please
20mg?
That is double?
Can I take 40mg instead?
Numb me
I don’t want to feel a thing
Just smile
Be helpful
Cry alone
Lock my office
Blinding tears
No cuts
No self harm
Too old for that
Get out that phase
Its not a phase
Im not okay